rebirthing : Dancing with the Devil

6 Bal 2021
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“I’ve had a lot of lives - like my cat, I’m on my ninth life.”
Demi Lovato’s explosive documentary series comes to a close with revelations about her broken engagement, her return to the studio, and exploration of moderation sobriety as she attempts to let go of her past and moves ahead living her truth.

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Production Companies: OBB Pictures, SB Films
Director: Michael D. Ratner
Executive Producers: Michael D. Ratner, Scott Ratner, Scooter Braun, Allison Kaye, Scott Manson, Kfir Goldberg, Miranda Sherman, Andy Mininger

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  • you need to find someone who truly loves you and you love him.

    Roscoe McDonaldRoscoe McDonaldPrieš 9 minučių
  • Elton John is the real one. Everyone else aroud her are yes men

    mimimimiPrieš 22 minutes
  • Será que não vai ter mais episódio

    Nicole SantosNicole SantosPrieš 37 minučių
  • I wonder if she should try cbd like smoking it

    Briana KazeeBriana KazeePrieš val
  • I absolutely love Elton John

    Zoey BrightZoey BrightPrieš val
  • I hope and pray she gets better cause she’s the most real person ever but I don’t support this moderation thing cause if you’re an addict you obviously don’t know your limits 🤷🏽‍♀️ but I get how hard it is cut all substances maybe she will stop this moderation

    Sney’s TravelingSney’s TravelingPrieš 3 val
  • I know how she feels .ive been there

    Jackie GigliottiJackie GigliottiPrieš 3 val
  • Just a note to LTsoft but it’s in VERY poor taste to show weight loss shake ads on a video that deals with ED recovery 🙃

    Brittney DroogBrittney DroogPrieš 3 val
  • shes dancing with the devil alright...

    Bridget SmithBridget SmithPrieš 4 val

    Kendra AltadonnaKendra AltadonnaPrieš 4 val
  • I love Demi sm but the moderation thing is a big thing, its her choice after all and hopefully it works for her , but like no .. she danced with the devil once so now the devil knows damn well he can control her again, she did it once so she can do it again , the devil is very tricky , and i know it easier said than done but she will feel sm better if she just stops... And i would never want to lose demi ... But the moderation thing is a big no, one slip and she'll be in a hospital reliving her trauma because of this stupid slippery slope situation the devil put her in..

    Jury GhalyJury GhalyPrieš 4 val
  • Is the song dancing with the devils out?

    51o. Kysha51o. KyshaPrieš 4 val
  • Dems can we smoke a blunt together and be friends?

    Taylar FordTaylar FordPrieš 6 val
  • The fact that she needs to drink and take drugs for “relief” is concerning.Relief from what?

    Clare ShermanClare ShermanPrieš 6 val
  • What a disappointing message. Promoting that after an overdose it ‘doesn’t work for me’ to be sober. What you need are coping mechanisms, not another song, not another tattoo, not another hair cut to brush over the trauma. Inner work!! Cannot stress that enough. 😕✝️

    Bori BalintBori BalintPrieš 6 val
  • No one around her seems to be really helping her... it’s so sad it actually hurts my soul. People need to confront her, to tell her the truths she doesn’t want to hear.

    MargaridaMMargaridaMPrieš 6 val
  • Moderation doesn’t work. Elton John was the only one who was capable of telling the true. I love Demi but she’s actually playing with fire. She will probably od again if she doesn’t STOP now...

    MargaridaMMargaridaMPrieš 6 val
  • Quite interesting that the important people she mentioned are all men 👀

    StealMyLookStealMyLookPrieš 7 val
  • Please german subtitles 🥺

    Gamze KorkutanGamze KorkutanPrieš 7 val
  • People who have an addiction cant do balance! Elton John told it like it is. Everyone around her including Scooter Braun is an enabler

    Aquarian LightAquarian LightPrieš 7 val
  • She is a mess, smh

    Aquarian LightAquarian LightPrieš 8 val
  • Thank you So much for sharing this 💕

    Tiago GenaroTiago GenaroPrieš 8 val
  • Balance

    spiritual saniiispiritual saniiiPrieš 8 val
  • I've lost too many people to drugs and alcohol, I've almost lost myself. I've almost lost one of my closest friends. Idk why but it's very comforting that these people I grew up looking up too are all just lost kids too.

    Simply Raiding Your FridgeSimply Raiding Your FridgePrieš 8 val
  • “If I found a Demi Lovato I would want to lock her down to”.💕 “Recovery isn’t a one size fits all solution”.💕 “Life is fluid and I’m fluid and that’s all I know”.💕

    Stephanie BironStephanie BironPrieš 8 val
  • I'm just so glad she's smoking weed now, as a recovering addict, weed is the only reason I haven't relapsed recently

    Simply Raiding Your FridgeSimply Raiding Your FridgePrieš 8 val
  • Omg that smile melts my ❤... so contagious. Please contage us more often 🙏 U R amazing, girl

    eli Dimitrovaeli DimitrovaPrieš 8 val
  • I love you demi😍❤️🙏🏼

    Ari RodriguezAri RodriguezPrieš 9 val
  • Everything demi says she loves to do for herself and her struggles reminds me so much of me, we're very similar and people tell me I look like her, and I also sing and our rocker style is always similar

    DreamerDreamerPrieš 11 val
  • Her saying she’s “fluid” my heart sank this is low key like a foreshadow. :(

    Alisha saifAlisha saifPrieš 11 val
  • Her whole life just sounds complicated. From the stardom as a teen til now. I hope she pulls through tho

    Madison XMadison XPrieš 11 val
  • You can almost say This is real This is she She's exactly where she's supposed to be now

    Bruna ReivaxBruna ReivaxPrieš 12 val
  • She needs to ditch em all. Take her sister and travel the world and live a simplistic life. Work on a farm, or whatever. This life is NOT for her. Actually, it's not for anyone authentic.

    Aldora LaPlumeAldora LaPlumePrieš 12 val
  • 13:07 & 16:08

    Violetta: My StoryVioletta: My StoryPrieš 13 val
  • This made me ridiculously angry We've just sold the idea that addicts in recovery can use to millions of people. I, as a recovering addict, and an addiction counselor for children, am appalled.

    Megan BrewerMegan BrewerPrieš 13 val
  • I was also misdiagnosed with Bipolar but I was 14 at the time and I had no awareness to who I was or how I felt, I am now 26 and I have realized who I am and how I feel and that I am not bipolar but I have Borderline personality disorder and I 100% believe that is what Demi has. I hope she can be diagnosed correctly by someone who knows what they are doing and get the mental help she needs💜

    Nicole MaxwellNicole MaxwellPrieš 15 val
  • como puede ser que una mujer tan hermosa de corazon y pensamientos tenga que sufrir tantos altibajos? siempre pense que los famosos debian tener una perfecta vida pensando en que eran dioses de otro mundo a diferencia de nosotros pero lo que dijo Elton Jhon es muy cierto.. a fin de cuentas son humanos

    Leandro CentenoLeandro CentenoPrieš 15 val
  • I hope Demi can find self- love, so she doesn't need to rely on anyone else for healing and reassurance.

    Bangtan UniverseBangtan UniversePrieš 15 val
  • Thank you, Elton, for being honest and not trying bullshit the audience, like most of the other people in this documentary.

  • Honestly I don’t see the Bipolar Disorder in her. What I truly see is someone struggling with undiagnosed Borderline Personality Disorder.

    Pink Hybrid PandaPink Hybrid PandaPrieš 15 val
  • She is a junkie! She seems so empty and lost. 😭

    Paulo BritoPaulo BritoPrieš 17 val
  • No matter how you are now, past or even in the future, this illness will be a forever thing. Do not be scared of it, you are not alone. As long as you want to be sober, then you can only push yourself to wanting to be sober. Being a family member of an alcoholic was really hard to watch and try to help. But all you can do is support the decisions that they want for themselves. Demi, you seem like a very outgoing person and a strong woman to be able to fight through the thick and thin of things, but their is always a light at the end of the tunnel.

    EmmaPooXPEmmaPooXPPrieš 17 val
  • I wish that everyone could focus more on how she is happy and free for once in her life rather than arguing over the steps she's taken to get here. Every word spoken here is brave and people are allowed to disagree, but let's be happy for her, just for a minute.

    Heather HartHeather HartPrieš 17 val
  • This video sounds like a huge 28 minutes fake promise. Moderation does work. What i'm not sure is about the way they are doing it

    melancíciamelancíciaPrieš 19 val
    • Like, time and trust, yeah, exactly what alcoholics always ask you

      melancíciamelancíciaPrieš 19 val
  • Tht haircut was so cute 👏🏾 Demi looked adorable & powerful & renewed.

    B’Yanka McKenzieB’Yanka McKenziePrieš 20 val
  • Omg that laugh at the end though 😆

    gucci bgucci bPrieš 20 val
  • I'm gonna have to agree with Elton John... I'm scared that Demi isn't sober even after almost dying a couple years ago. I can't say I trust her but we'll have to just wait and see :/

    S TaylorS TaylorPrieš 20 val
  • At least she has money, not everyone who is addicted gets the chance to start over successfully

    Capri SpearCapri SpearPrieš 21 val
  • ❤️

    Opowia_daczka PodcastOpowia_daczka PodcastPrieš 22 val
  • I am SO Proud of her for being honest and herself. Love you Demi 😘 stay strong

    Allison MccormickAllison MccormickPrieš 22 val
  • She is far from a role model model I would present to my kids about. Parents keep the kids away. She have nothing to offer but just a voice. just an entertainer! Nothing other than singing. People quit putting entertainers on a pedestals. It creates issues, drug addition, entitlement, elitist attitudes, talking down to people. They are nothing more than just people. Other people have serious problems that theses entertainers will never experience. Drug uses when you can’t handle something poor role model - geez - Self absorbed.

    Meisha MomMeisha MomPrieš 22 val
  • Everyone in the comments should respectfully keep their opinions to themselves. This documentary was about healing. Let her heal!! Enough with the criticism.

    Sabrina ForanSabrina ForanPrieš 22 val
  • You can't solve an eating disorder with more restriction and more regulation. At its core, that is what an eating disorder is. You can't fix it by overmanaging your intake. It seems Demi found that out. And just as similarly, you can't solve addiction by using addictive substances. You cannot solve a disorder by using elements of that disorder.

    celedceledPrieš 23 val
  • These people are lying to her like wth is moderation ??? Lord, please watch over her !

    Lylyne C.Lylyne C.Prieš dieną
  • Psychotherapy helps. Deal with your inner war with yourself. Peace inside is the best thing.

    Oksana ShomalievaOksana ShomalievaPrieš dieną
  • This poor woamn still has huge issues. Her morals do not exist.

    James AtkinsJames AtkinsPrieš dieną
  • I'm really not sure about this moderation thing, but all I can do is trust her and hope for the best.

    Roi AkninRoi AkninPrieš dieną
  • Hey Demi!!!

    naamia nadimnaamia nadimPrieš dieną
  • I'm really disappointed that i keep getting a message telling me that the video requires payment to watch

    Jenifer BallJenifer BallPrieš dieną
  • Só eu que achei a Demi (27:12) a cara da cantora gospel Daniela Araújo??

    SrtaKimSrtaKimPrieš dieną
  • Just let her be guys, stop commenting things like “she shouldn’t drink blablabla” and I know what I am talking about, she needs to go through the moderation, I hope it works for her but why are you all saying bs ? Let her be

    Angeline VivasAngeline VivasPrieš dieną
  • loving demi moree

    Anjelika TulalianAnjelika TulalianPrieš dieną
  • I am fighting addiction as well and I'm praying for you, I understand everything your going through and I believe in you

    Courtney SmithCourtney SmithPrieš dieną
  • Weed has helped me manage my addictive nature and keep my life on track. I am eternally grateful for it. I’m proud of her for doing what she needs to do to get inner peace.

    The Bat Next DoorThe Bat Next DoorPrieš dieną
  • Demi, sou do Brasil, e esse video no youtube chegou ate mim, e achei muito interessante sua sinceridade e amadurecimento em meio a tantas coisas que passou e passa. quero te oferecer se possivel minhas orações a Deus para que te fortaleça e que voce encontre em Cristo a paz para esse vazio que só voce conhece muito bem, Deus preencha sua vida de tal forma que não precisa de mais nada para ser totalmente completa, porque Cristo em sua vida é tudo. te amo e sou sua fã, estarei orando sempre , bjos

    Rosangela Barreto de OliveiraRosangela Barreto de OliveiraPrieš dieną
  • Shes gonna end up having another relapse episode and end up doing another documentary trying to justify it. I wont be surprised

    Emily AEmily APrieš dieną
  • temptations. That’s is how she is going to get better. Drinking and smoking weed won’t because she will always stay ‘in the past’

    Charming nowhere to hideCharming nowhere to hidePrieš dieną
  • This is amazing! Big , Rich, Young Americans with their focus upon themselves. Boogie On You Guys. JJZ...(°¿.°`)...`}°;:^^:;«((

    J. Justin ZimmermanJ. Justin ZimmermanPrieš dieną
  • A while ago my mom told me she heard Demi was still using and i thought no, she can’t possibly be after what happened. It scares me to hear she isn’t clean. I’ve never struggled with substances so I can’t say I understand the tremendous struggle but Elton said exactly what I was thinking. You can’t pretend and say you know your limits when you almost died. I just really hope I don’t see bad news concerning her.

    Candid Cam _Candid Cam _Prieš dieną
  • It's so lovely just seeing the support, love and understanding other celebs have for each other sometimes. That's great.

    Audenim OsheaAudenim OsheaPrieš dieną
  • German Subtitles ?????????

    Lisa B.Lisa B.Prieš dieną
  • I pray Demi finds a partner that can love her for her personality and not hate her for her condition. So many are defined by their diagnosis and not by their soul, it is so sad...everyone deserves to be loved selflessly and to have an opportunity to give that love in return. Love you Demi!

    C FazC FazPrieš dieną
  • I don’t see demi living past 30

    • She did it to herself

      Brit LowkeyBrit LowkeyPrieš 22 val
  • I was expecting a super happy ending where she says she's gonna be sober forever. But I guess putting that expectation on her isn't fair. Just praying whatever direction she's taking with this works for her. 🙏🏾

    GarynJanetGarynJanetPrieš dieną
  • Demi, we're with you ❤

    Natalie, don'tNatalie, don'tPrieš dieną
  • This was powerful and I love how we can see her growth. Yes we will fall but just like Demi we can get back up if we have the chance. It's funny because I also went through a hard time back in 2020 and i suffered and cried but as the days passed I began to heal... one day I looked at myself in the mirror. I wanted to start new and just like Demi I wanted to change the way I looked so I chopped my hair off like her. I felt free. People can have opinions but in the end we should not live by others opinions but our own. Thank you Demi.

    Tiff QTiff QPrieš dieną
  • I struggle with my depression, anxiety, and eating disorder as well so that really hit home for me. She is loved so many. I hope she really does get better 💚💚 love you Demi

    Ashton NikolayevAshton NikolayevPrieš dieną

    Ana Carolina BenelliAna Carolina BenelliPrieš dieną
  • The problem with moderation is 1 beer can easily turn into 24 beers, 10 shots, an 8 ball of coke, Xanax, and heroin for the comedown. 1 beer can literally trigger that. And any alcoholic or addict will tell you this. I hope it works for her, but I can almost certainly say it won't. Stick with just weed.

    Holla DazeHolla DazePrieš dieną
  • Damn I thought it was gonna be more episodes

    sade mcinteesade mcinteePrieš dieną
  • I was on generic vivitrol (naltrexone) when I got out of rehab for opiate addiction. I stayed on it for several years, but it was especially helpful in the beginning of my recovery because it prevented my cravings. And logically, it helped me reason with myself that anything I bought and took would be a total waste because I couldn't feel it.

    Meghan HelmichMeghan HelmichPrieš dieną
  • ai love uuu, from Brasil

    dan santosdan santosPrieš dieną
  • Wow this is heart breaking because I really feel for her. But saying moderation its like a two sided coin. I hope she really comes to terms that she almost died a cat with 9 lives not a lot of ppl are lucky enough to survive

    Nicole SimmonsNicole SimmonsPrieš dieną
  • Sir Elton John nailed it. However, addiction is such a complex thing to even begin to understand. To her, and those who suffer from addiction, its an ongoing battle. We can opinionated and speculate but her addiction is bigger than anything and just the fact that she is trying to be the best version of herself after facing these issues, is a plus. Just saying

    Vee RodriguezVee RodriguezPrieš dieną
  • I wanna trust her but to be honest, I feel like she's still lost. I agree with sir Elton John, moderation does not work. I still feel sad about this

    SunMoon StarsSunMoon StarsPrieš dieną
  • We love you Demi and pray for you to find happiness. You seem like a genuine person that just wants to be loved and love others. You are so worth living 💓💓💓

    Amanda MadrigalAmanda MadrigalPrieš dieną
  • harm reduction

    mylenemylenePrieš dieną
  • I'm really hoping she gets the help she needs, Demi I'm keeping you in my prayers🙏🏻

    Little Monster XtremeLittle Monster XtremePrieš dieną
  • This whole episode is so delusional and disappointing. Don't release a documentary to millions when you're still not well.

    Anna SincerbeauxAnna SincerbeauxPrieš dieną
  • I 100% agree with everything Elton said.

    Angel GarachAngel GarachPrieš dieną
  • Love you Demi! Your an inspiration to so many!

    Rachael McEvoyRachael McEvoyPrieš dieną
  • WTF is a watermelon cake? Those 2 words don't even go together.

    Brooke McLymondBrooke McLymondPrieš dieną
  • Praying she continues to thrive.💜 Unsure re the misdiagnosed bipolar thing.. Hopefully that will continue to be in the discussions going forward.. much love and healing

    JulesbagsJulesbagsPrieš dieną
  • Perfeitaaa tks for that

    Dj NicolyDj NicolyPrieš dieną
  • Elton John out here being dead honest. I could never I’ve been clean four years and I can’t even drink cuz one is two then two is cocaine then cocaine is heroin. Or hit one bowl then one bowl is two then two bowls is heroin. Everything leads to my drug of choice and I know what I want if I do drink it’s not the feeling I want so I go straight to what I want. Heroin. But I guess maybe it does work for others idk

    Lady of WinterfellLady of WinterfellPrieš dieną
  • Her family is naive AF if they think she can stay clean by only drinking or doing drugs in "moderation". Are we going to have another "I'm sober" doc in a few years. Demi stan for life, but looks like we will have another "sober" doc in the future.

    DaniellaDaniellaPrieš dieną
  • Her Laugh at the end was so epic! so full of life :)

    Morgan MelanieMorgan MelaniePrieš dieną
  • the part where she cut her hair off was so amazing, i literally started crying because she looked so happy to finally cut it off. ngl i started listening to her music earlier this week and i'm already obsessed proud of you demi

    kora _kaoskora _kaosPrieš dieną
  • Beautiful for you having the courage to voice your true self.

    Balance Health Wellness MusicBalance Health Wellness MusicPrieš dieną
  • Girl who you need is Laura Clery. Cause the people around you are sorta puppets in your show...

    Winnie MWinnie MPrieš dieną